Something happened the other day. Something huge. But I missed it because life was happening. I had a toddler fussing at my legs. The stove timer was yelling at me reminding me that the asparagus was done. And Sawyer and I were chatting about Air Pods. Well, he was more so chasing me around talking at me about Air Pods. I guess they are so cool and 14 kids in the neighborhood already have them. He was reminding me that he most certainly is not one of the 14.
Hope is mandatory for all of us for different reasons. I can't tell you how happy it makes me that Cooper said a word all on his own!! He's growing, changing. I'm so scared that with this fight with my daughter that Killian who is 14 and autistic will be like out of site, out of mind. They allow him to play his PlayStation to much, I think. He doesn't spend time with the family and I feel I will just go into a box in his mind. That he won't think of me again. It hurts so much!!! I don't have a crystal ball to tell me just to hang on until well when . . . . I miss him and my granddaughter so much but the things they said to me hurt me to greatly, like killed me a little bit inside. I'm so screwed up right now! I listen to you and Carrie and yall make me feel better about things. Please keep doing what you are doing, you are helping people that you have no clue!! You go momma!!💜💜
Hope is mandatory for all of us for different reasons. I can't tell you how happy it makes me that Cooper said a word all on his own!! He's growing, changing. I'm so scared that with this fight with my daughter that Killian who is 14 and autistic will be like out of site, out of mind. They allow him to play his PlayStation to much, I think. He doesn't spend time with the family and I feel I will just go into a box in his mind. That he won't think of me again. It hurts so much!!! I don't have a crystal ball to tell me just to hang on until well when . . . . I miss him and my granddaughter so much but the things they said to me hurt me to greatly, like killed me a little bit inside. I'm so screwed up right now! I listen to you and Carrie and yall make me feel better about things. Please keep doing what you are doing, you are helping people that you have no clue!! You go momma!!💜💜
So precious.