Stand Still

Healing is Painful.

I used to avoid feeling the worries and fears in my life.

For a long time actually. I would run from them. And if they found me, I’d shove them way down deep inside.

I’d do everything in my power to not feel them. Or to even stand still because that is when the feelings would find me.

I made myself constantly busy. I never sat. I rarely slept. My showers w…